The Difference Maker.

Today I did something that I haven't done in a while, I questioned God. I asked him "Why?" Although, I did not receive an answer from him, I didn't get a sign, or some type of response from him. I did walk away with one thing. God will Lead me... Lead me to the answers that I have questions to...  Help me figure things out, and a note that I saved on my laptop lead me to the bible verse Proverbs 3:5-6 | "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight."  Today Lord, I will lean on you and will wait for you to shine your light on my path. I will wait for you to straighten the path that I walk in. I trust in you first.

Recently, I have been struggling to overcome a situation that has happened to me this past January, although I feel like I finally have a grip on life and everything that has happened to me.That's when I realize that I don't, I don't have it all together. I walk around and paint a smile on my face for the sake of my family, and friends; but I forget that I am a human being and I have emotions. I have been living day to day purposeful, God did not create me to live that way.    I feel more weak than I do strong, and lately I feel like I don't have a strong hold on my life. Like I am out of control. However, I chose not to feel like this forever, I don't want to wallow in self pity, so that's when I remembered someone sent me this inspirational video a couple months ago... It really gave me motivation and a drive to carry on. "YOUR worth surpasses ALL EARTHLY THINGS because in the eyes of the Lord, you are loved." Today: I watch this v...

I read the story on how Jesus walked on water, it is an incredible story if you haven't read it well here it is... Matthews 14:22-32 | " Immediately Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go ahead of him to the other side, while he dispersed the crowds. 23 And after he sent the crowds away, he went up the mountain by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone. 24  Meanwhile the boat, already far from land, was taking a beating from the waves because the wind was against it. 25  As the night was ending, Jesus came to them walking on the sea. 26  When the disciples saw him walking on the water they were terrified and said, “It’s a ghost!” and cried out with fear. 27  But immediately Jesus spoke to them: “Have courage! It is I. Do not be afraid.” 28  Peter said to him, “Lord, if it is you, order me to come to you on the water.” 29  So he said, “Come.” Peter got out of the boat, walked on the water, and came toward Jesus. 30 ...