The Difference Maker.

 How do you praise him when you are going through the tough times? It's easy to praise him when things are good... How do you do it when it's hard? Today is one of those days, when I am having a tough time.   God can turn a   A mess -  a message A Test  - a testimony  A victim - a victory His Power is made perfect in weakness. Lord, today I stand weak with a wall that seems to be getting thicker and not thinner. I refuse to doubt you because through my struggle and tough situation I know that this isn't the end. Lord, I know where I put this period on my life you put a comma. In my eyes life seems like a mess, but to you it's a message. I am a victim, but you will give me victory; I thank you for that. I thank you for waking me up this morning, for the place a call work, thank you for the family and friends that I have. Today, I am weak, but I will wait on you to make me strong.  In your name, Amen

Random person. Random message. Someone messages me and randomly says : Romans 1:11 | " For I long to see you, so that I may impart to you some spiritual gift to strengthen you."    It's funny how that is the verse given to me by a random stranger, like God was assuring me, through someone else. So you can understand let's back track; a couple of days ago, I prayed to God and in my prayer I said "Lord, I want to know you more and I want to see you." Not to long ago I was dealing with a lot questions and conversations with God, so to pray to see him makes lot of sense. When you are dealing with a lot and you feel like the world is crashing down, don't you wish that God can just come, wrap his arms around you, and say everything will be okay my child? That's what I wanted, needed and craved so much.  However, I realize God uses others to do the work that he needs to be done. To answer the prayers that are sent to him. It's extremely ironic...